You Don’t Know (For Fuck’s Sake) - Ed Sheeran & Yelawolf
“Been working hard all week, so if you wonder if we earned it, well its not a probably. So won’t you bring that back to me and holla when you hear it like all the screams of a halloween. I got blisters on my feet, to walk in night with you is not the shoes to be borrowing. So won’t you bring that back to me, cause all the sole of my pin is what all the sorrow brings. If you don’t know, if you don’t know, if you don’t know know know.”
“Though I know you’ll never love me, like you used to and maybe other people like us, will see the flicker of the clipper when they light us, flames just create us, burns dont heal like before. You dont hold me anymore.”
“Loneliness does not come from having no people about one, but from being unable to communicate the things that seem important to oneself, or from holding certain views which others find inadmissible.”—C.G. Jung (via misswallflower)
"The more I try to find my feet the more the city mocks me. The fresh air fills my lungs, the alcohol burns into my skin and I feel so tired and scared about everything. I’d clip my wings just for an excuse, for not putting myself to better use. We all care too much about not caring enough, ‘cause we’re all too scared to leave behind our youth.”
And your beautiful boy won’t wait for you Because he’s busy with the stars and the fame.
I never thought I’d become that boy but I have. And despite anything I ever say she’ll never know how much I truly love her. I wish I’d met her like 5 years later from now, cause I swear to god I’d marry her. But just like the fucking seasons I’ve changed. The world I’ve lived in has made me cold and heartless and anyone I’ve let close has been pushed away for my own emotional safety. I wish I could love her like I used to, but I can’t. I can’t let her in, let alone anyone else, just on the fact they may possibly leave and destroy me again. And if you’re reading this now, I love you and I will care about you for as long as I live, despite the fact I can’t be with you right now. Maybe one day I will and I pray to whatever higher power, that when that day arrives, you’re still able to accept me, despite the massive chance that you won’t and you’ve moved on to the love that you truly deserve.
"And I don’t get waves of missing you anymore, they’re more like tsunami tides in my eyes. Never getting dry, so I get high, smoke away the days then I sleep with the light on. Weeks pass in the blink of an eye, and I’m still drunk by the end of the night. I don’t drink like everybody else, I do it to forgetting things about myself, I’m stumbling forward from the spin I’ve got, my heads still with you but my hearts just not. So am I close to you anymore, if it’s over? and there’s no chance that we’ll work it out. That’s why you and I ended over U N I and I said that’s fine, but your the only one that knows I lied."
“We are all a little weird and life’s a little weird, and when we find someone whose weirdness is compatible with ours, we join up with them and fall in mutual weirdness and call it love.”—Dr Seuss (via barefootinthewild)
“I feel like people get lost when they think of happiness as a destination. We’re always thinking that someday we’ll be happy. You know, we’ll get that car or that job or that person in our lives that fixes everything. But happiness is a mood and a condition, it’s not a destination. It’s like being tired or hungry; it’s not permanent, it comes and goes, and that’s okay. And I feel like if people thought of it that way, they’d find happiness a lot more often.”—(via wordsandlyrics)
Today, I was in class, and everyone I normally sit with were away so I sat with a different lot of people. It was pretty cool to be honest, bit of intellectual conversation here and there for once. One of the girls had recently split up with her boyfriend and she was finnishing a converation as I rocked up, about whether she should talk to him yet as he’d said he didn’t want to talk to her. After a brief response from her friends, the class started and everyone was listening. But i was looking at her and she’d gone into a sad moment where I could tell she was thinking about him and the situation and I could see her eyes welling up and a really familiar expression. I realised because thats been my face for so long now and it was a real moment of clarity, as if I was looking at myself and evaluating myself. Anyway, duno, just really struck a chord with me and made me feel a lot better about myself for some reason. I feel like I can sit back and see myself rather than being all wrapped up in my emotions, having panic attacks every 5 fucking minutes and just generally being a douche.
"Well my boy I think it’s safe to say, those tired eyes have seen better days, and if you could get it together, and step away from the stale routine you hate, I know you can do better than this. So get out the rut you’re in and even though it seems like a sensible thing, in my eyes you’re giving in."
know i dont know you or anything, but always sort of notice things you reblog and how you seem hurt by someone, just read about how you don't have anyone to talk to, feel pretty shit myself and really relate to things you post, so yeh this is sorta creepy but i know how it is to feel alone and just feel your bugging people when you just moan to them, but yeh can talk to me whenever :)
haha i know right, negi tumblr! just split up with my boyfriend and i’m having a pretty fucking wank time of it to be honest. it’s like i have people around me all the time but noone i can really talk to yano? nah its definately not creepy, it’s the sort of thing i always wanna say to people but never actually do. thankyou for this! its made me feel a little less alone haha :)
When people do shitty things, i’ve learnt to look at it from the point of, they are doing something wrong because of their own insecurity or pain, So when someone fucks me over, i just try to think that its only cause of that.
"I’ll be right here if you can find the time, just be sincere. If you can find the time, I, I’ll wait for you but if you can’t find the time. Then cut me loose ‘cause I don’t have the time and I don’t have the patience. What do you take me for? Why am I still waiting? ‘Cause while you decide, I’m stuck here suffocating ‘cause if you can’t find the time, my bleeding heart won’t make it."